The Cycle Never Ends

Its a never ending cycle. Yes it never ends. You battle loneliness.....which just really......is when your mind is not substance coated.....but is really hidden sweet misery. Its OK to know that I really actually see right through you & have for a long time. But, I understand your pain. I used to be the same way. But even though we are the same in many ways which actually shocked I and I........I adapt & your Stuck. Which I can't understand because you are so strong, but now I see it is really all in the wrong places. It is just strength unguided, undirected & cut with a ton of numbing cocaine.

I can't understand why people can't adapt to different new things in a rapid manner. Fuck! We are all human. We are not Sheep. But then again some of us are Cows. (I can't believe the link just added to this, I'm so mean LOL). If you keep pushing everyone away it will be the undoing of your Soul here, now & in your next life cycle. The way I feel is live miserable, die miserable & then your reborn miserable. Not a choice cycle if you ask me. Fuck I was happy when I lost my second business. I was happy having to work my way back up rusty chain from living in a homeless shelter to finally swinging from the gold chain all over again. It was a flawless rebirth. From the ashes to glory like a Phoenix!

I learned from a close friend/business partner of mine about our 7 cycles. Which is very nice because 7 is me. I am 7, not in age, lol. Just 7. The notorious number of many personalities & guided through 1 Vast Intelligence. No I am not a computer. (That link was a play to just throw you off & make you wonder if you are really dealing with a real schooled Genius or just an above average person like me with Savant Syndrome.) But many of me think like one to a degree. As I understand reason, love, pain, sadness, loss, gain, etc. The list goes on & on, but you'll Never Win.

So lets all get back to the 7 cycles. The whole point of the last paragraph. Or lets not & leave it as such. Learn about it. Learning makes us grow. Its like a Bearer of Light for your brain. I have learned actually a great deal in the past couple of months that I will never forget. One of my favorite would be the secret about frames. All of the important things that you are supposed to see are in frames. This also includes people & I am not just talking about paintings. Now I see many things that you will never see in hidden frames. But I still look around the frames of course at the other details that are not supposed to matter to me.



Lets talk about Battles. These are not the typical battles we all Fight. This is not a school yard brawl. These are not your everyday fighting words. These are words that slide off the tip of a sword to only sever themselves into your brain for eternity. These words all have their own purpose & sometimes multiple purposes as well. Most of them are formed into perfect sphere (circles are not perfect, only sphere are to a degree) like sentences to Hurt, to Burn, to Control, to Aggravate & even to Kill. Yes just simple words can Kill. They kill your Brain, your body or even the most fun one.....your Heart in such a Beautiful way ;-) You actually here them everyday & they are not just from myself. So why stop? Go All The Way. Push the buttons! Punch the mental keys!!!




Now lets not end this on a sour note. Today is Sunday & it is going to be a day of work. Yes I know your all saying, "day of work???"......yes it is. But it is good work. Today is a happy day for me & the rest of the crew. Oh YEAH BABY! This is a Party! Well a party after I get some sleep because I have been up since 3pm yesterday & I think it is at least 10am now. Insomnia is such a bitch, LOL. Actually through the trials & tribulations these past 3 months have been a big party. I love a to party! (But of course not in a drug way that maybe your thinking. Everyone that knows me knows that Roma's drug of choice is Dirty Dirty House Music ;-)

Whats Rolled into my lap as of recent that was good. Good solid business, new friends, deletion of some ex friends, Clubs, Bars, etc. The only thing I regret is that I tried to be a good Roma. This will be the last time I ever listen to the majority other than my own self (& a select few of course) on advise about whatever I thought I needed advice on. Bad choice. Don't get me wrong. I am always polite & pure gentleman. Some could even call me a modern Knight with old world values. Time to get back into to myself. A nice Sport fuck (#2 is flawless, wouldn't you agree my production business partners?) or Three will put me back on track. Most likely it will be just one as I am picky fucking bastard. Like I have always said, quality over quantity.




Actually fuck that. I don't want any. No Candy right now. I want my dream since I was 12 years of age & my business partners dreams to make its mark on this planet. An no its not the dream the to conquer & take over Cuba. That's a new idea since 2008.


You have to pass The Roma Exam first of course. Which used to just mean if you where at least 20-45 yrs old max at least an 8 on a scale of 1-10 & Krazy-r (my crazy is spelled different because it is good) than a the sky turning neon strobing blue then you where in. But age & more soaking up of universal knowledge has complicated things. Well not so much. I only require now that you are intelligent + all of those other traits that I just mentioned. Or if you are not schooled in the art of organized chaotic lunacy (could be for $, fun or soul powering gain), then please be open minded because I will set your consciousness free. Just think of me as your Consigliere...........

Before I end this. This is where I will be in 2 months. I need this.

I'm out to a trance induced dream land.